The Fear You Won't Fall

It's been more than a year since I've been part of a school event and I'm not even entirely sure if I can handle all the tasks or if i'll end up alive after College Week but despite all the doubts and uncertainties... there's just this one thing I'm very sure of - I'm ready and excited to ride the roller coaster. I'm ready because I know there are people who are going to be with me, people who are willing to experience and face all the ups and downs of the ride. And sometimes, it's not even knowledge or willpower that you need in order to accomplish the things you need to do. Sometimes, you just need people.

*I really wish i could write more posts :(

One, Two, Three - Action

You are not your bra size, nor are you the width of your waist, nor are you the slenderness of your calves. You are not your hair color, your skin color, nor are you a shade of lipstick. Your shoe size is of no consequence. You are not defined by the amount of attention you get from males, females, or any combination thereof. You are not the number of sit-ups you can do, nor are you the number of calories in a day. You are not your mustache. You are not the hair on your legs. You are not a little red dress. You are no amalgam of these things. You are the content of your character. You are the ambitions that drive you. You are the goals that you set. You are the things that you laugh at and the words that you say. You are the thoughts you think and the things you wonder. You are beautiful and desirable not for the clique you attend, but for the spark of life within you that compels you to make your life a full and meaningful one. You are beautiful not for the shape of the vessel, but for the volume of the soul it carries.

 

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Christmas Eve

Whoops! I've been a very bad blogger! It's been more than 2 weeks since Christmas and I'm just posting about it today. 


Christmas is never about the expensive gifts, the lights and the food. Christmas, for me, is always about seeing life without struggle and appreciating everything you have for what it is. God has blessed me with so much... probably so much more than what I deserve and I cannot be more thankful for all the presents he has gifted my life with. And out of everything I have in my life I definitely know for sure that I cannot live without the most important people in my life - My family. I guess, they're everything that matter in my life. My ambitions, my life goals, , my passions, and my driving force in everything I do are all centered on them.

 

A Starry Christmas

This is a photo blog :)



 

All Photos from Venice Furio

Blogging at the airport

Im currently at the airport with my brother ( who just arrived home from Australia yesterday morning) waiting for the boarding time which is 30 minutes from now.

I'm updating my blog just to kill time so forgive me for the lack of sense or substance of this post.





So that's my brother taking advantage of the time to recharge himself because he hasn't had any proper sleep since saturday. i haven't slept as well and just 2 hours from now I'll be 24 hours awake.

Anyway, i need to get used to this no sleep all party lifestyle for the rest of the month. Im so excited for the 25th for our hollywood themed gathering but other than that I'm just looking forward to spending my holidays with the people I love especially that this is the second consecutive christmas that my family is complete! Yey!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

Basketball Girls, 2011

Through the little time we've shared together during practices every saturday, I never knew we could all be this supportive and trusting of each other. It's truly amazing how God chooses the most random people of unique characters in the world to make a certain group work as one.

Jazel, Mae, Tine, Janx, Ivy, Chez, Danielle, Arcee, Aya, Trixie and Princess - Thank You for everything. I've found another family to share memories with. I lalalalalove you all! It was a wonderful experience to have played with you guys. Ma mimiss ko mag suicides and 10 rounds ng jogging every saturday. Okay lang na hindi tayo Champions dahil next year... alam na :)



When's our inuman? :P

The reason

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Thank You Lord for all the little miracles you bless me with everyday. Thank You for staying by my side despite all the wrongs I've done. I love you <3

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You're a nurse?? That's cool, I wanted to do that when I was a kid. How much do you make?" "HOW MUCH DO I MAKE??" I make holding your hand seem like the most important thing in the world when you're scared. I can make your child breathe when they stop. I can help your father survive a heart attack. I make myself get out of bed at 5am to make sure your mother has the medicine she needs to live. I work all day to save the lives of strangers. I make my family wait for dinner until I know your family member is taken care of. I make myself skip lunch so that I can make sure that everything I did for your husband today is charted. I make myself work weekends and holidays because people dont just get sick monday thru friday. Today, I might save your life. I make a difference, what do you do?" REPOST if you are a nurse or you love a nurse, And you RESPECT OUR WORK - Jap Servs